Notice you, noticing me

Yesterday was a really good day. I had a lot of fun after a really long time. I can't remember when was the last time i laughed my ass off so much :)

Contrary to what me and everyone else thought, the study date in the afternoon was a success, haha. When i said "success", i meant that the people who were there managed to talk to each other though i think they were never friends friends to begin with. If you ask me about the progress in their studying, i have no idea really.

Since i wasn't studying, i helped mark primary 4 papers. Goodness, the things they write really do amaze me sometimes. and to those taking A-levels, take my advice. GOOD HANDWRITING IS REALLY IMPORTANT. It is, i'm serious (Mira, please take note)! That's because i was very tempted to mark correct for most of the answers of this girl who had wonderful handwriting, though some of them were not right. It's like, just because of her handwriting, i just assumed that her answers were right. I mean, how can someone with nice handwriting go wrong right??

Then, i broke fast with Farhana at Makan Syiok! We managed to have a proper talk after quite a number of failed attempts. And babe, your dream is hilarious la! I have no idea why among all people, and i mean all people (including the ah peks in the world, haha), you have to have he-who-shall-not-be-named in your dream calling you...ok, let's just drop the subject alright!

Later, we had to rush off because she had tuition. She was late for it, of course, but there's always a blessing in disguise. We met our future boyfriend in the lift! Yes, our, because i don't mind sharing this one with Farhana. This guy's really good-looking (better looking than the brother who's actually good-looking too...well, that says something, right?) and intelligent looking (ok, it's thanks to the specs...). so now that he's all that, it doesn't matter that he's 14 right??

While waiting for Farhana to finish tuition, i spent time with Mira. Goodness, we were like drunk on plain water! We really LOL-ed all the way though i can't really remember what the heck was so funny yesterday, haha. We just sat at the playground, glancing at the fifth floor of that block, me secretly wishing that a good-looking someone will come to the window, haha.

"Notice you, noticing me..."


Mira and i just needed one decent photo of us. But we had to take like so many shots because something kept ruining it. Me laughing, me making Mira laugh, flash really blinding our eyes, Mira's right profile is better, etc etc.

When Farhana finally came down, we continued doing our nonsense at the void-deck. Gosh, i think i really haven't laughed so much in my entire life...ok maybe just not in a long time.

Girls, i really had a good time yesterday. Thanks :)

Lastly,
Dearest Fringe, please grow soon...like now?!

toodles!

i'm standing there, on the balcony of summer air

i love my hair now!

my hair looks wavier (is there such a word??), slightly shorter than usual but the best part is my hair has a freaking shape now. it doesn't look as limp and dead as before. oh but the boo part is, the fringe is cut abit too short, but it's ok, i'm still happy with the overall outcome.

i was so happy that i stood infront of the mirror with the fan blowing and started flipping my hair from one side to another. haha obsession!

okok, maybe my hair still looks pretty decent now coz it just got styled by the hairstylist. hopefully tomorrow when i'm meeting civilisation, it will still look this good.

now the wind can blow from any direction and the hair won't be such a mess. yay me! *think London* :)

kuih dan muih beraneka macam, makanlah jangan hanya dipandang

i cleaned the toilet for the very first time yesterday. i find it rather therapeutic actually(say whaaat?!). hmm i'm sure it's due to the influence of Chris, sigh.

or maybe i'm just in the mood for Hari Raya :)

and today, i made Kueh Makmur. well, my only involvement is to sepit the kuehs. but that is hard work, no kidding. i sat for hours, watching Friends and tons other shows while doing the chore. but everything's all done now. apparently the kueh is good. not that i know, coz i don't like Kueh Makmur at all -.- dammit. and i spent half a day doing it, boo.

fellas, sometimes we gotta tell them ladies

recently, i have been very captivated with issues such as race and gender equality. i think it's because i have been reading books and watching dramas about them. it's not that i intend to indulge more about these issues. it just so happens that i came across them and i find them rather fascinating.

for example, the book titled Family Tree. it's about a blonde couple who just got their first child. however, the baby has dark curls and tanned skin. they then start to track down their family. here then we can see how people are partial in their views about racism. like how we don't mind living next door to a black guy, but we may mind when our daughter marries a black guy.

currently, i'm watching the drama Vice Versa. it's about 3 different couples handling their own problems in their marriages. i know i know nothing about marriages, but this drama is unique in a way. that's coz each episode will be divided into 2. first half of the episode will be from the women's points of view and the other half will be from the men's. it's interesting to see the same scene being shot twice, but we see different perspectives from the different genders altogether.

whoah, suddenly this whole thing sounds so heavy for me. whatever happened to my typical Hannah Montana and Wizards of the Waverly Place?!

let your soul gravitate to the love y'all

it's sad to know that in this world, racial equality can hardly be achieved. it's one thing that you can't get a job coz you ain't capable enough, but it's another thing altogether when you get rejected coz of the colour of the skin or the way you look.

we get to choose whether we want to be educated...or being able to play piano...or cook well. to diss someone because of something that that person doesn't even get to choose in the first place is totally unfair. race is just something that we are born in. so how can some people use race as a factor to determine whether he/she is capable or talented enough?

just because one is of a particular race, doesn't make him/her a worse president.

these memories are playing like a film without sound

i woke up this morning at 10am and got all jumpy coz i thought i was late for work. i leaped out of the bed and grabbed my phone to text Nan asap. just when i was about to press the "send" button, i realise that today was a friday and i have no work today -.-

work. can't live with it, can't live without it, sigh.



yesterday...
i said to Nan, "thank you for accompanying me to buy the cake".
Midah said to me, "thank you for coming".

thank you. sometimes we do certain things just to spite people, and sometimes...we do almost anything for a friend.

i am not able to pen down the love, the emotion between people coz it just doesn't do justice. you feel it, i feel it. you understand it, i understand it. sometimes there's no need to stand on a roof and proclaim your love to someone. it's enough that those concerned know.

and i know you know.

happy 19th birthday Audrey!!!

my heart's crippled by the vein that i keep on closing

telekong shopping part 2 was a success. yay me!

phew, i almost died of suffocation in the hearts of geylang today, boo.



i don't want fahrin ahmad, it has come to a point where i need him, haha. i need him so that he can wear matching baju kurung with me :D



and first time ever, i felt bad leaving her all alone at the workplace, boo.