I like my beat fast, and my bass down low

I don't know why introducing them bothered me so much. Why should it right? I guess that's just one of my issues. Am I going to deal with it? I don't think so. People just have to accept that I guess.

I'm just so surprised that this whole time I thought I was cool with something, but actually deep down I was nowhere near cool.

And I'm more vulgar now. I am alot of things that I was never before people. People need to grasp the idea that I'm not the same person as I was a year back. People change all the bloody time. But when it comes to me, somehow it's a problem.

Get a grip.

Messed Up

He's pure danger. Period.

But he is so bloody attractive man. Fuck. And he coming on strong is seriously not helping. I seriously think one weak moment from my end will change everything.

Aahhh. Something's wrong with me. I want someone whom I shouldn't have. And then there is that safe boy who asks me out for a simple movie date and dinner and I rejected him - four times in a week.

I'm seriously messed up.

Like A G6

I probably just had the best dance session ever. Great choreograhy man. Obviously great choreographer too ;) since I picked up the dance steps relatively fast.

Awesome man. I can't wait for the next session ;)

Where it all begins

For the first time ever, I went to Malabar Mosque to celebrate my Eid. I went there with Tas since Musa is a volunteer there. For many years, I've stopped going to the mosque, getting all excited to see sheep (we live in Singapore afterall) and getting all anxious in seeing them getting slaughtered.

And when I was finally there, I got all excited and anxious all over again, like I was a 9 years old kid, seeing it for the very first time.

Is it me or do goats actually scream like human beings? It's like they are really crying for help seriously. I can never have the guts to slaughter one man. There were many incidents when I thought that Musa might get kicked by a goat when he was trying to catch one. But apparently such things never happen, according to him.

Earlier this week, when I told my Miko and Joseph about what Hari Raya Haji was all about, they got grossed out, mostly because they thought it was cruel of us to "kill" the animals. But I said that the meat actually goes to the poor people actually. And like hello, it's not like you guys are vegetarians anyways. You guys eat meat as well, and God knows how those animals were killed. I heard from a Chinese auntie before that there are cases where the animals got dragged till they die.

The only difference is that I got to see it first hand. And this is probably the nicest way to kill an animal, by slaughtering them. Apparently, it is the fastest and the least painful. You guys, on the other hand, just eat the meat that's on your plate, totally clueless on how that meat ended up there in the first place.

Sometimes we don't think before we speak. Then either we hurt someone else's feelings, or we look like total fools.

Yippee

Mission accomplished. My Economics assignment, and probably my last assignment for a really long time, is finally done :)

Time to watch Glee!

"Hey Shims" :)

Oh I need to stop digressing and focus on my Economics assignment. Why can't the universe understand that the entire reason on why I freaking screwed up my A-levels is because of this subject! It's like the universe wants the history to repeat itself or something. Bummer.

And I desperately need to stop thinking about you. Dreaming about you. Imagining that I can touch you. Imagining your cologne all while watching Housefull. Sucks man. Not cool.

I can't let myself get attached. Not bf-gf attached, but emotionally attached to anyone right now. I can't afford that. I must protect myself and my oh so fragile heart.

Tas said that explains why I have a tough front. I told her that I don't fall easily for anyone, but when I fall, I fall hard. And I can't let that happen, no matter how nice you smell, no matter how much I wanna be with you, no matter how charming you can be (despite you being such an irritant most of the time actually).

Ok shit. I think I've already fallen for him. It explains the entire post right? Shit, I'm screwed.

Outta Your Mind

OMG! Amazing :)