This is not a poem, dammit

I hate feeling like I'm obliged to tell you everything.
I hate it when I regret telling you everything.
I hate it when you don't react how I want you to.
But then again, I can't control how you react though how I wish I could.

I hate myself for being such a big mouth.
I hate myself for not being able to control my emotions.
I hate the fact that I can be really high one second, and really bummed the next.
I hate the fact that how the little little things can change my mood just like that.

I hate letting myself cry.
I hate not being able to stop the tears from flowing.
I hate that I can't tell you how I feel.
I hate how today ended.

I was a good day.
No, it was great.
It was.
It really was.

I'll be your bf and you'll be mine...Valentine

I am beyond hopeless. Period.

I laugh when I get texts from Farhana and I laugh even harder when she plays along. And when she calls, I simply go mental.

What is better than having your bf be your "bf" right?

Can't stop cause it feels like an overdose

I had a great weeekkk!!!

I have so much positive energy right now, that if any boy asks me out and he wants to go absailing, I will say yes in a heartbeat.

So, went out with Farhana 3 times this week, which is totally awesome. She introduced me to naan, this indian food that I never knew existed (and I call myself 1/4 indian, bullshit).

And to top it all off, went to watch my boy, Kamal Adli, and the rest of the cast of Impak Maksima Muzikal on Saturday.

Decent looking? Checked.
Tall? Checked (180cm to be exact).
Just nice body? Checked.
Nice hair? Checked.
Can dance? Checked (to be fair, he can groove, I'm still not sure about dancing).
Can sing? Hell yeahhh!

Well, singing has always been an option to me, but since he can sing, there's 1 more brownie point for you honey!

Also, met up with Midah on Friday. Was supposed to go to ECP with her but in the end we ended up going for ice-cream at Andersen's at IMM and later hung out at Toh Guan.

Gosh, I miss dancing so much now. I don't intend to go back to O School though. I need another place that's more fun and less expensive. But where mannn!

And I need to find Justin Timberlake's FutureSex/LoveSounds concert at NY. I have been watching the concert on youtube and it is just sick man! Hopefully, Gramophone has it and I desperately need to get it.

Summer Love Justin Timberlake

I don't know what else to say about Justin that I've never said before :D

Rapping till we see the sun

I'll pick up that phone of mine even if I were sleeping.
I'll buy ice-cream and cheer you up when you're crying.
I'll come and rescue you from a bad date if you want me to.
I'll miss my favourite show on tv just so I can spend more time with you.


I'll take long rides home with you for the fun of it.
I'll try to be patient when you give me bullshit.
I'll tease you about that boy whom you find cute.
I'll hate anyone who doesn't treat you good.


I'll pay for your stuff when you're broke.
I'll make you laugh the entire night with my jokes.
I'll talk to you on the phone for hours when you're bored.
I'll still love you even when I get ignored.


For all the times that we've shared before.
To call it love just isn't enough anymore.

Cascada - Evacuate The Dancefloor

Ah! I'm addicted to this real bad. Such a club song man but damn cool moves.

Kaminey funny shahid

Midah! Remember how we laughed like crazy from 0:29 part onwards? Though from 2:00 onwards, it was really violent. I couldn't stand it.