The wars' going on but the reasons' undercover

It's ridiculous to see footage on tv showing children badly hurt and realising that nobody is doing anything to save them. To see their small limp bodies and thinking that they probably have no idea what is going on except for experiencing the excruciating pain.

Going against Israel is like going against the big bully in school. Once you disagree with whatever they are saying, then you will be the next target. I understand why Singapore isn't doing anything about this...well not much atleast. Coz if Singapore is to openly condemn the Israel's doing then we probably won't get our war supply anymore.

To hell with the difference in religion. To hell with the long enmity. Whatever happened to humanity? Don't the Israeli soldiers or their officers bear any guilt on their shoulders?

And those big officers who conduct all these peace-making meetings. I don't see any positive outcome from all that! While you guys are in an air-conditioned room, probably full from lunch, the people of Palestine are battling for their lives. It's just ridiculous!

Isn't one of the rules for wars is to not kill the public, especially the women and the children? Then what the hell is going on here.

The last time i checked, which was last night, 517 people have died and 25% of them are the people of the public.

You morons, I'll see you in hell.

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Everybody has different sides to themselves. Nobody is either entirely black or white. We are all shades of grey.

Just because one is nice to a certain friend, doesn't mean that person is an angel whoe doesn't cuss. Just because another person is mean to his/her friend, doesn't mean that he/she goes around scowling to everyone.

The way we behave, it all depends on the people around us and the situation we are in.

Alter ego? I'm not too sure about that coz if that's the case then all of us will have an alter ego named Sasha Fierce. And wouldn't that be weird?

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And i can't wait for Justin Timberlake's birthday :) Can you wait for it, you person with pink kebaya?

Hey, gotta be strong, gotta be strong

I have no idea why, but i'm already excited about the new year ahead. I'm not exactly a fan of new years, coz i think there's nothing particularly awesome about them. But so far, the new year has been good, so maybe it's a sign.

ALOT of things have happened since i last blogged, but by now i don't intend to spell everything out one by one.

One of the reasons why i'm blogging is that jaan misses it. So here's for you jaan, and i'm sorry if this entry is not "intelligent" enough for your liking.

New year usually means new resolutions, but i think resolutions are SO overrated. I mean, there was a year when i wanted to be a better Muslim and we all know whatever happened to that. I think the same year i wanted to be a better person, as in generally, but nah, that never work out for me.

Well, resolutions shouldn't only be made on new years anyway coz we don't exactly "renew" our life every Jan 1st. I choose to think that every new DAY is actually an opportunity for us to learn from mistakes and determine our future...And by now, my entry has become oh so boring.

What I can see in 2009 is lots and lots of new experience for me. And maybe even new people in life. Which is so good, coz my social circle is pathetically (is there such a word?) small now.

It has been a relaxed year and i don't particularly regret anything that happened coz the nasty things in life happen, ironically enough, for the good of everybody.

So guys,
1. Screw those people who have made you cry, coz they are so not worth it.
2. Have pride coz that is one of the things that you have that nobody can snatch.
2. Stop whining about life and start doing something productive.
3. Make sure you make time for your loved ones.
4. And just be merry...even if you not, just pretend, trust me it can make you feel slightly better.

zzzzz...

I need to sleep. But i can't.
I need to pee. But i'm too scared.
I need to wake up in a few hours time. But i don't want.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri yall.

Be careful who you do cause karma comes back around

You know, sometimes we just get so caught up with how we feel that we tend to ignore someone's else's feelings. Just because you are so psyched about someone/something, doesn't mean your friend is in the mood to listen to that. Or when you are so depressed with your so-called pathetic life, your friend may have had a terrific day and don't want to entertain you.

But we still do. We still entertain. Or try to at the very least. Maybe coz we are obliged to. Maybe coz that's what friends are supposed to do. To be there to listen anytime anywhere.

But it doesn't hurt to be more tactful the next time round right?

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Sometimes we feel like we are in this whirlpool that we can't get out from. You try to get out and find some solutions, but all you know is that you are still stuck at square one. And when that happens and you don't know what else to do, we resort to praying to God.

We think that God may not want to answer our prayers coz we know that we haven't been the most pious person ever. But we later realise that God is unlike human and God will help His creations no matter what.

Yesterday, i hope for a miracle. For something to just happen according to my way. And if i can't get that, then all i hope for is a solution to help me escape from this misery. And that solution did come.

Thank you Amirah.

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Yes, this isn't what i've been hoping for. But if it can get me somewhere, then i really don't mind compromising.

Nambutchy

Have you ever felt that everything that is going to happen in the future is solely dependent on you? Like it's you who will either make it work or let it fall apart? And you feel all alone and scared? And you can't turn to anybody for help coz you know nobody can provide any anyway?

Have you ever felt that? HAVE YOU EVER!!

Sigh, it sucks right?

Really really nambutchy-ed up right now *inside joke*. I need to breathe. Ok, breathing breathing...NOT HELPING!

Hopefully those few hours that i'm going to spend with Rachel later will make me forget about all this shit for awhile. And maybe after that i can calmly think all these through.

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I did alot of things at work today. Alot. Such a busy day. Here's the list of things that i did just now.

1. Sms people like crazy and reply to them almost instantly.
2. Eating sushi and drinking bubble tea.
3. Reading storybook and listening to music.
4. And of course, occasionally serve those occasional customers!

Customers at West Coast Plaza only come like once every 15-20minutes and i have NO complaints regarding that. Really, i'm totally cool about that!

People who are reading sad love stories, should try reading while listening to songs from Westlife old album. You know, the album with "Unbreakable" and "Queen of My Heart"?? Yeah, that one. Coz the songs really fit the mood of the story and you will feel that you are actually watching some sad movie.

Emotional.

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Starbucks at West Coast Plaza is giving out free drinks later from 5pm-7pm. Just a shout out, in case some people care.

My Desi Girl, My Desi Girl Girl Girl Girl Girl

Work was incredibly peaceful today, and i have no complaints against that.

I was posted to West Coast Plaza (used to be Ginza Plaza) for the rest of the week. I was warned that it was going to be extremely boring there coz there will not be many customers like how we have in Raffles City. Well, that was true alright, and i really have no problem about that.

I spent the day reading my book and it's finishing now, so i can bring another book tomorrow, hah. There are customers occasionally and funny enough, i treated them way way better than how i treat some of the customers back at RC.

Apparently sales was way way better than usual. And Uncle Donald thank me for that. Okay...

I seriously thought i was going to pull my hair out or bang my head against the wall due to boredom but i think i handled today pretty well. Time moved relatively steady and before long i was out of there.

And i made some new friends with our fellow neighbours there.

I can so do this for the rest of the week :)

Come to think of it, West Coast Plaza is kinda cool you know. The building is modern and all, there are alot of shops, it's near my house and the fact that it's not crowded might just make it my newfound hang out place. Haha.

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I'm just hanging onto this one thread. I'm not opening myself to other possibilities coz i don't want things to happen differently. I just want this, and that's it.

Yes, there is a chance that it might not happen according to my wishes but we'll worry about that later.

I need this to work out for me.

Rejoice throw your arms in the air

Once again, Happy Birthday Midah!

Midah, Hari and i went to watch the funniest movie ever today - Dostana. Ok, i'm trying to give like a really unbiased review here. So, yes the movie is hilarious. You will laugh like 90% out of the whole movie. And trust me, you won't be the only one, you will have everybody else in the cinema laughing with you :)

Awesome awesome comic timing. The cast was perfect, especially Abhishek, John, Priyanka, Boman and Kirron :)

Everybody should go and watch it. You don't have to be a Hindi movie addict to enjoy it. But there are some scenes that are like linked to previous of Karan Johar's movies, so only people who have watched those movies will understand those scenes.

Although i got cheated by the false synopsis, i must say there wouldn't have been a better ending, though i never see that coming.

All in all, i will give 2 thumbs up and 2 big toes up for Dostana :)

After movie, we went to eat and dig secrets from Hari. I've never really know this guy on a personal level before and i just found out that he's actually pretty cool. And thank you for driving us to supper and home.

I'm glad you enjoyed your birthday. Rest well and chiong for your exams! We'll hopefully have the hindi movie marathon soon. And i hope this time it will really happen, lol.

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Rachel Lim Pei Rong is back in town! Omg, i miss that girl so much! Haha i'm already excited just by typing this down, lol.

So meet up and movie and library on thursday! Can hardly wait :)