That's So Gay

Last week, at B&J, I was forced to listen to this really old Nsync song that the guys were playing cause they thought I was going to love it.

But as it turned out, the first thought that came to mind, when I heard JT's voice in that song was "Omg JT sounded so gay!".

Yup, no kidding.

Why does JT love having facial hair?? Doesn't anyone tell him he doesn't look good with it?? Omg this is so frustrating, ugh.

I feel like going to meet him, but only to ask him why oh why does he want facial hair so much and before he manages to answer, I'll probably shave it all off first. Yup!

Would love to do that man :)

It's only 9:37pm now but I've probably yawned for the hundredth times already. So sleepy now, gotta hit the sack soon. Good night :)

Hope Is All I Need

It has been a crazy week!! Too many emotions in one body is too much to handle, I'd say.

I'm finally done with training at work! Will start work proper on Monday.

Which also means, work starts earlier and ends later than usual, and lunch break is no longer 2 hours. Boo.

I'm tired right now, but I can't wait for work on Monday. Something's wrong with me, hmm.

After work earlier today, Midah and I hung out at Starbucks. I'm starting to realise that hanging out at Starbucks is starting to become a habit for me.

We also got to feeling-feeling The Hills just now. And the ambience at that Starbucks is so peaceful.

So Midah, come fetch me more often from work alright, haha kidding!

So...Midah and I finally decided that we can't include dance practices with Red in our busy schedules anymore.

We were psyched about it at first, but I just don't want to spend my weekends going for dance practices man!

I need to rest, do my assignments and revision during the weekends. Also, I barely even have time to hang out with people, so how can I have time to go for dance practices??

But we would definitely love to go watch Rapture!! :D

My stupid lecturer didn't come again on Wednesday!! And this time everybody was damn angry, considering it's her second time.

That bloody woman man! So irresponsible man. This is so ironic though, cause I sort of prefer her lessons to the other lecturer's. Arghhh!!

But it sorta bonded the class even more now. Atleast something good came out of it :)

In the midst of all the chaos, I was busy looking out for VO cause I thought that would be like the perfect opportunity to talk to him, considering everybody was bitching about the lecturer.

But that idiot didn't come to school...again!! Omg damn it man! This is strike 2 already, ugh.

Oh on Wednesday also, I met Midah for lunch and she passed me my birthday card!! That she made herself!! Which had a photo of (the real) Vivek Oberoi and Justin Timberlake on it!!!

Omg, I so need to calm myself down now...

*Breathe* So yup. This is probably the best birthday card evaaa!! My heart went haywire when I first saw it. Love you Midah :D

And she tried to get me another present! Omg that girl just doesn't stop!!

But babe, even if your plan doesn't succeed, I still love you for putting in the effort. Vday on Vday alright :D

And I'm not going to Darryl's birthday party now cause I am so broke. It's a bittersweet decision actually, yup.

B&J is closing down this coming Wednesday. And that's it.

Memories of 2 years. And I won't be able to put a place to it anymore.

I am my worst enemy.
I put too much pressure on myself.
I crumble under that pressure.
I can be uptight.
I don't know how to relax sometimes.
I just want to get things right.

No, I want to get things PERFECT.

I feel so adult right now. It's no longer a game.

This week has been an emotional roller coaster ride for me. Thank goodness, it ended on a positive note. Atleast that gives me hope :)

Sleep Late, Wake Up Later

I think I am falling sick. Or maybe, I'm just having my normal sinus. Who knows?

I am so tired now. Just came back from Nan's birthday celebration.

Happy 22nd Birthday Nandha!! Hope you will have an awesome year ahead, with me in it of course :D Please like the presents too :)

The celebration was at One Rochester. Omg, the food was effing expensive man!! Don't think I've ever paid so much for a meal before.

But then again, don't think I've ever tried mashed potatoes as awesome as that too!! Yummm :)

Anyways, thank goodness I was warned so I managed to withdraw money before coming down :)

I went to Starbucks after work today. Not-so-hot hot chocolate is getting boring and Julie's Caramel Frapp was nice.

Maybe I'll get that next time.

I always think Starbucks has better drinks and CoffeeBean has better food.

Speaking of which, Mira! Let's go to CoffeeBean when I get paid and we feeling-feeling The Hills, want??

I've been eating alot of good food nowadays, so I need to lose weight, BUT the easiest way possible. Ideas anyone??

"Vivek Oberoi" talked to this Ugh Malay girl in class the other day. Hati aku dirobek-robekkan sey!!

So, the next day I was late for class (not on purpose) and so, decided to sit at VO's table (on purpose), but that idiot didn't come to class.

And i freezed to death, cause that seat was under the air-con. Boo.

American Idol is back!! Oh yeaaahhh!!!

I like the fact that we get to see different guest judges till they finally get to Hollywood :)

I almost lost my wallet today for the I don't know how many times.

Apparently, I dropped it at the voiddeck near midnight somemore and thank God, this group of small boys (Zimah's schoolmates) accompanied by this pakcik, came to my house at 12am, knocking the door like nak pecah to return it.

I need a slap man. Slap me someone.

Oh and I need a new wallet too. I cannot wait for Midah to get me one anymore. She's taking tooooo long!!

I saw really nice ones at Forever 21 today :) Oh and I also bought 9 earrings today for $9!! That means, $1 for each one!!

Once I get more money, I wanna go accessories shopping. And I want more office clothes :)

I want to get my pay nowww!!!

Zimah is not feeling well. That poor baby :(

Please get well soon honey. Can't stand you being all weak, though I love playing nurse and feed you medicine and food and put you to bed :D

Ok no, get well soon alright!!

I want to sleep now and wake up HOURSSS from now. Awesome :D

Dancing on thin air

I probably had the best birthday ever!! I think surprised advanced birthday celebrations are way better than belated ones, so I hope I will be able to do the same for other people this year as well.

It was quite exciting, cause before it was even my birthday, I already received 3 birthday presents!! Haha.

So, my birthday celebrations were stretched from Saturday all the way till Monday. Frankly, by the time it was Monday, I didn't care so much about it being my birthday already.

But oh wells, I got home to get a surprise birthday gift from Fizah. And her awesome brownies :)

On Saturday and Sunday, I had loads and LOADS of durian, courtesy of my family and Midah. Loving them long time man :)

And Midah, as I'm typing this, I'm actually wearing your oh-so-soft sweater gift. Okay I'm just feeling quite cold right now and yes, I want to try on the sweater as well :)

I'm quite a sight now actually. I even have socks on. It's really cold here. Why man?

I want to watch SYTYCD finale right now, but my brother wants to watch some nonsense (football match) on tv now. BOO!

There's the repeat at 12am but I want to sleep.

Midah, did you know Farhan Akhtar's birthday is on the 9th Jan? So Farhan, Hrithik and I have our birthdays one day after the other!!

I think everybody else will have an awesome 21st this year. It's going to be a fantastic year :)

let's not talk about it
let's not make it official
aren't you excited??
cause I sure am :)

Changing the future

This is probably the coolest thing ever! Check it out:
http://en.tackfilm.se/?id=1262705062812RA40

It's going to take some time to load, but I'd say it's worth the wait :D

I'm a Swedish hero. You can be one too.

Thanks alot Midah for creating this for me. You are the best!

Sweet Memories, Ugly Reality

My first week of 2010 has been awesome! I'd say that's a great start to a great year ahead :)

Work training has been fun. Everybody's friendly and those who have experience are really helpful.

I probably couldn't ask for a better group :)

I haven't made any new Malay friends since I was 17. That didn't occur to me till this week.

Of course, I can click with my non-Malay friends as well. But somehow, with the Malays we sorta can click on a different and probably on a more comfortable level.

I think I have subconsciously started to adopt a Minah accent as well. Gerek dok!

I'm just so amazed with the number of females who smoke. With the amount of cigarette smoke that I'm inhaling right now, I might die one day as a passive smoker :(

And I've got 2 birthday parties to go to this monthhh!! Ok actually, I'm just excited for only one of them, tee hee.

"And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street."
Ok Mira, fyi, this isn't about that boy exactly but yeah, I'm just talking about the situation in general.

I can't believe I actually had to explain that, haha.

I have quite a number of resolutions this year and I'm very optimistic that I will achieve them.

Oh and work has been a great reason for me to go shopping. And there are sales everywhere. Gerek sey!

Ok I need to stop that accent. Seriously.

I haven't told my B&J manager that I've got another job. And I don't really want to. Hopefully I can go on like this for awhile more.

Oh and CNY falls on Valentine's Day this year. I might work at B&J then cause Nan will work with me, and there's double pay AND TK will give me hong bau. Yeehaw!!

So all you single people, come and join us at work!! We'll probably have our own party there :)

I have birthday presents to buy. Yes, presentsss, which means more than one. And that's not even the problem.

I don't know what to get for them!! Ok what to get for "her" actually, yup for one person only.

And I've run out of ideas and I don't think I can come up with any other ideas. How now man?

So far, I'm not complaining having to wake up at 8:15am every single day cause I look forward to work. But that's it man!

I'm so going to wake up at 11am tomorrow. Don't anyone dare call me man! Haha.

On Wednesday, I went for school, rushing like crazy, but managed to reach JUST on time.

And omg half hour later, the admin lady came in and told us our lecturer is on MC.

Are you fucking kidding me?! *Bang head*

Ok, I'm going to check out what's on tv now, and sleeeeeeep for a loooooong time. And tomorrow, gotta do some revision man, even though business management is oh so boring!

Rest. Oh, don't you just love Fridays?

Rambling Nonsense

I just finished an assignment. Assignments make people cranky I think. Mira's a living proof, haha kidding.

My body aches, my contact lens are still on. It's 12:30 in the bloody morning and I have a long day ahead. What am I doing here?!

So it's 2010.
What was I doing while people were doing countdowns at places such as Marina Bay and Sentosa? I was at home, all tired because I was out the entire day, so I was watching Sabsey Favourite Kaun Awards. Vivek was on it, so that made up for it.

I wouldn't have known it was 2010 if Zimah didn't countdown together with Gurmit and the rest of Singapore in front of the other television.

Zimah was very intrigued by the fireworks that lasted for 8 minutes. It's fireworks, how exciting can they get? I get bored after the first 10 seconds already.

It's a new year, but it doesn't feel much - yet (probably). I'm still the same as I was last week, which technically is last year. But who cares about technicalities here right?

I need to adapt to changes.
No more waking up at 10am (11am actually)
No more watching lots and lots of tv.
No more free time to hang out.

I'm not exactly very psyched about new year now. It sounds like a lot of work. And Shimah is probably another acronym for Work.

I want to sleep for 10 hours, wake up and watch tv shows after tv shows. Probably meet someone for dinner and then go home and watch more tv. And sleep.

For the record, I had such schedules in my life before, don't be surprised.

Oh, SRK is on twitter too. Why does Vivek loves to call him God? He's so not.

I watched this show on tv 2 nights back (what else do I do right?) and this crazy fan of SRK actually has a tattoo of SRK's name on his arm. If I mention this to an ah pek, he will go "LU GILA AH!!"

Ok, I digressed. Anyways, I should take off my contact lens soon and go to sleep. Afterall, tomorrow might be my last day at B&J, who knows!

Should I say goodbye to Botak Guy as well?
Maybe not, afterall, he's MARRIED WITH 2 KIDS!! I so need to constantly remind myself that.

Anyone up for Canele? I've been craving for their food for the longest time ever now.

I want to eat KFC too. Recently, I've been wanting non-healthy food. Burger King on Thursday, Macs on Saturday...I know it's not a good diet, but you can't deny what the body wants right? It's just not right!

So anyways, I should go and sleep soon.

Oh I realised a few days back that I have work AND school on my B-day. Another reason why I'm not looking forward to the new year.

By the time I'm done at 10pm, nobody wants to celebrate it anymore. Who wants to have supper and celebrate with me on a school/work night man? NOBODY, that is.

God, this is so depressing. One thing I'm looking forward to is getting a B-day present from Makcik. She asked Zimah for help. Zimah?! You never ask Zimah for help and expect her not to tell me. Duh!!

Oh wells, I think I'm done rambling for now. Good night :)